Matthew-James Monoghan
Another Brick in the Wall (Parts I-III)
"When it comes on it's like a light without a lighter. You can't tell what caused it and you can't turn it off. It just...burns until it dies."
A troubled youth with a mean streak and a lot of emotional baggage, MJ is an alt-rocker with an ear for funk and a taste for the party. Despite a sullen first year and an ongoing battle with depression, MJ is friendly and laid-back to anyone who hasn't convinced him to be anything else. Aesthetically he's a punk, but at heart he's just a kid who has made a lot of mistakes and who wants nothing more than to put it all behind him and be a better person. Unfortunately, he's garnered a reputation as something of a delinquent, and the mental maladies that caused the crime and violence of his youth still plague him. A relationship with MJ is one fraught with his self-pity and mood swings, and constantly in danger of falling apart when he inevitably blows up at you with the abruptness and potency of a shotgun. His life has caused him to erect a wall around his heart, blocking off access to most if not all. If you can get past all that, however, MJ is fiercely loyal and doting almost to the point of clinginess.
Key Points:
- Generally unapproachable. He's got the face and style of a thug, and his hobbies seem to reflect that.
- Not to say he isn't attractive. He has dreamy bedroom eyes and rugged scars, it's just that most are scared before they're attracted.
- Very openly alternative without much care for who that may offend. He decorated himself with anti-authority slogans and pushes back against dress code regulations about as much as he can without getting suspended.
- Was a depressed loner in Freshman year then radically shifted into an extroverted rebel. The switch-up was quite jarring from the outside looking in.
- Has gotten into very public, very rough arguments before. Never anything physical, though he's seemed very ready to go there at times.
- Plays a solo music act in local bars and clubs called The Vivisection. Is open to adding members and turning it into a band, but is very particular about his vision for the music itself.
- Habitual smoker and gambler. Known to play cards with whoever is willing, usually for keeps.
- Involved in high-level art classes and is very passionate about painting. Possible common ground?
- Refuses to associate with people who openly buy into heavily reactionary ideologies and will aggressively grill anyone close to him who he suspects of harboring reactionary beliefs. Those arguments I mentioned before? Yeah, those were because of this.
- Has undiagnosed Intermittent Explosive Disorder. It's better than it was, but there's still the ever-present chance that MJ will just randomly fly off the handle.
- Despite his unequivocal support for queer folk, MJ cares very much about being perceived as masculine. His time in juvie and the people inside really did a number on him, and he associates being seen as effeminate with being seen as weak.
- This is an obvious contradiction with his radical political beliefs.
- Speaking of, he's a firebrand socialist and will respond to any capitalist apologetics with intense argumentation.
- Has serious emotional regulatory problems. He's prone to both under and overreacting at inopportune times.
- Deeply insecure about his future. Don't ask him about tomorrow, he's living for today.
- Heterosexual but perpetually single during his tenure at Red Rock.
- Definitely at least one straight up antagonistic relationship. MJ is abrasive and willing to speak up against people he disagrees with, quite aggressively at that. Preferably a few of these.
- Other kids in the alternative scene who find MJ more agreeable than most. The lefter you are, the better. Basically a few minor acquaintances/hallway friends. Nothing too deep.
- This is the real fun stuff. Most relationships with MJ should be unspoken and implicit. People he's had short conversations with, who've seen his public displays, who admire his art, etc. Anyone who he's had an effect on that isn't willing to express that. Could range from simple bad boy crushes to annoyance to on-principal hate. Anything you want, as long as the two aren't actually regularly speaking.
- A loooooot of folks who've written him off. This is effectively where the NPC student body falls.