Re: Ballare
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2019 7:58 am
"Take a little drive." "See where we end up."
Whoa.
Venetia didn't say that out loud, and thank God for that, but she was certainly thinking it. Maybe she was overthinking it, though? Maybe he literally just meant that, he didn't have any parties in mind and thought they could just... drive around for a while and find something. Maybe he did have some place in mind but wanted to keep it a surprise, which was more interesting, possibly. Or maybe her instinctive thought was right and it was a euphemism and she was going to lose her virginity to a senior boy in the back of his car which wasn't, like, how she'd necessarily expected the night to end, but she'd kind of just kept it lined up as a mental possibility so she wouldn't freak out too badly if it ended up happening.
The "if it won't get you in trouble" part was a joke, right? Cause it was definitely going to get her in trouble. But it wasn't his trouble, so it wasn't like he actually had reason to care, and it was the sort of trouble she was more than willing to get into. Worst thing that could happen was she'd be grounded and whatever happened that night would have already happened and her parents couldn't keep her grounded for more than a couple of weeks, anyway. Pros and cons, costs and benefits, it all added up to a pretty obvious choice.
"Yeah," she said, smiling her perfected smile. Couldn't really control the blush she'd felt come up, but she could do damage control, at least. "Sounds good. I'm up for whatever."
That sounded cool, right? Like noncommittal but also not leaving out any possibilities.
Yeah, she got this.
Whoa.
Venetia didn't say that out loud, and thank God for that, but she was certainly thinking it. Maybe she was overthinking it, though? Maybe he literally just meant that, he didn't have any parties in mind and thought they could just... drive around for a while and find something. Maybe he did have some place in mind but wanted to keep it a surprise, which was more interesting, possibly. Or maybe her instinctive thought was right and it was a euphemism and she was going to lose her virginity to a senior boy in the back of his car which wasn't, like, how she'd necessarily expected the night to end, but she'd kind of just kept it lined up as a mental possibility so she wouldn't freak out too badly if it ended up happening.
The "if it won't get you in trouble" part was a joke, right? Cause it was definitely going to get her in trouble. But it wasn't his trouble, so it wasn't like he actually had reason to care, and it was the sort of trouble she was more than willing to get into. Worst thing that could happen was she'd be grounded and whatever happened that night would have already happened and her parents couldn't keep her grounded for more than a couple of weeks, anyway. Pros and cons, costs and benefits, it all added up to a pretty obvious choice.
"Yeah," she said, smiling her perfected smile. Couldn't really control the blush she'd felt come up, but she could do damage control, at least. "Sounds good. I'm up for whatever."
That sounded cool, right? Like noncommittal but also not leaving out any possibilities.
Yeah, she got this.