Re: Rise and Fall of a Teenage Girl
Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2018 10:51 pm
Jenna was asking her questions. Yukiko wanted to drown her out. Not now. Later. Not right now.
But Yukiko knew that what had happened would come to light eventually. Tomorrow. Then what? What was going to happen to her? To their group? She didn't want to think about it.
She heard Jack's voice, telling her that it was going to be alright.
"No," she said, her voice dropping into the grass, barely audible even in this quiet atmosphere. "It's not alright. It's not alright at all..."
She felt the grass rubbing against her side, and she registered that she was shuffling backwards slowly. She sat up, staring at her palms, as if they were the ones that did the deeds. An image flashed at the front of her mind, the form of Stacey, waving her plank around as if to clobber her. Yes. It was Stacey's fault. Yukiko didn't do anything wrong; it was a simple act of self-defense.
She had a hard time convincing even herself of these words.
"It's not my fault... it's not my fault," she repeated, as she hugged her knees to her body.
But Yukiko knew that what had happened would come to light eventually. Tomorrow. Then what? What was going to happen to her? To their group? She didn't want to think about it.
She heard Jack's voice, telling her that it was going to be alright.
"No," she said, her voice dropping into the grass, barely audible even in this quiet atmosphere. "It's not alright. It's not alright at all..."
She felt the grass rubbing against her side, and she registered that she was shuffling backwards slowly. She sat up, staring at her palms, as if they were the ones that did the deeds. An image flashed at the front of her mind, the form of Stacey, waving her plank around as if to clobber her. Yes. It was Stacey's fault. Yukiko didn't do anything wrong; it was a simple act of self-defense.
She had a hard time convincing even herself of these words.
"It's not my fault... it's not my fault," she repeated, as she hugged her knees to her body.