Dissonance
Posted: Wed Sep 12, 2018 4:28 am
((Samuel Avery, starting here.))
Sam did not really view himself as a cafeteria person. The food was fine, sure, but that was about the only positive thing he had to say about the place. The sheer level of chaotic noise and bustle bordered on intolerable. It was utterly impossible to focus on anything of interest, although in truth, Sam had given up on that some time ago. He was now attempting to create a stable point in all this chaos, humming a rather repetitive tune to himself in an attempt to calm his unusually agitated state.
Normally, this sort of thing wouldn't be happening. It wasn't like he hadn't seen this situation coming, after all, lunch was a (mostly) daily occurrence, and one that he'd learned to cope with fairly easily, using earbuds to replace the chaotic noise with more structured musical patterns. Unfortunately, Murphy's law meant that sooner or later he'd forget his earbuds, and apparently in this instance that meant sooner. Tragic, really.
Nonetheless, food was a necessity, so Sam dutifully picked at his salad, alternating between humming and taking small bites of a bit of lettuce. It wasn't bad per se, just rather tasteless and a bit irritating to eat. The croutons, of course, had been the best part, as evidenced by the fact that none remained. Honestly Sam had gotten the salad primarily as an excuse to eat the croutons it contained. He really wasn't sure why croutons weren't a standalone food item, but c'est la vie.
Sam liked croutons for a variety of reasons. They tasted good, had a nice crunchy feel, came in bite-sized chunks, and made crunching noises that fairly effectively drowned out... well, a fair amount of the surrounding babbling. Not enough, though. It was still there, still pervading everything despite the humming. Maybe I should get more. A lunch of croutons probably wasn't healthy, but c'est la vie. Why do I use that phrase so much? I don't even know for sure if it applies to this situation. I should look it up.
Silencing that train of thought before it took over his entire internal monologue, Sam stared at his salad for a few moments, expression betraying mild disappointment. I suppose I should eat this. Not doing so would be wasteful. Then again, wastefulness isn't specifically a negative trait, it's situational. I should analyze what I gain and weight it- A particularly loud whoop from some overly social annoyance of a human caused the burgeoning monologue to come skidding to a halt. The volume of the humming increased slightly. Please shut up so the rest of us can eat in peace.
Naturally, Sam's thoughts had no effect whatsoever on the situation, and if anything the volume seemed only to increase the more he found himself distracted by it, like a moth to a flame that consisted mostly of endless waves of noise and chaos. At the very least Sam's table was empty, so when he inevitably scrunched his eyes closed, put his hands to his ears, and began bouncing his leg under the table, nobody immediately started mocking him for it. It was inevitable that someone would notice, of course, and in the back of his mind he hoped that they would just leave him alone, not look too closely, go away and be quiet.
Sam did not really view himself as a cafeteria person. The food was fine, sure, but that was about the only positive thing he had to say about the place. The sheer level of chaotic noise and bustle bordered on intolerable. It was utterly impossible to focus on anything of interest, although in truth, Sam had given up on that some time ago. He was now attempting to create a stable point in all this chaos, humming a rather repetitive tune to himself in an attempt to calm his unusually agitated state.
Normally, this sort of thing wouldn't be happening. It wasn't like he hadn't seen this situation coming, after all, lunch was a (mostly) daily occurrence, and one that he'd learned to cope with fairly easily, using earbuds to replace the chaotic noise with more structured musical patterns. Unfortunately, Murphy's law meant that sooner or later he'd forget his earbuds, and apparently in this instance that meant sooner. Tragic, really.
Nonetheless, food was a necessity, so Sam dutifully picked at his salad, alternating between humming and taking small bites of a bit of lettuce. It wasn't bad per se, just rather tasteless and a bit irritating to eat. The croutons, of course, had been the best part, as evidenced by the fact that none remained. Honestly Sam had gotten the salad primarily as an excuse to eat the croutons it contained. He really wasn't sure why croutons weren't a standalone food item, but c'est la vie.
Sam liked croutons for a variety of reasons. They tasted good, had a nice crunchy feel, came in bite-sized chunks, and made crunching noises that fairly effectively drowned out... well, a fair amount of the surrounding babbling. Not enough, though. It was still there, still pervading everything despite the humming. Maybe I should get more. A lunch of croutons probably wasn't healthy, but c'est la vie. Why do I use that phrase so much? I don't even know for sure if it applies to this situation. I should look it up.
Silencing that train of thought before it took over his entire internal monologue, Sam stared at his salad for a few moments, expression betraying mild disappointment. I suppose I should eat this. Not doing so would be wasteful. Then again, wastefulness isn't specifically a negative trait, it's situational. I should analyze what I gain and weight it- A particularly loud whoop from some overly social annoyance of a human caused the burgeoning monologue to come skidding to a halt. The volume of the humming increased slightly. Please shut up so the rest of us can eat in peace.
Naturally, Sam's thoughts had no effect whatsoever on the situation, and if anything the volume seemed only to increase the more he found himself distracted by it, like a moth to a flame that consisted mostly of endless waves of noise and chaos. At the very least Sam's table was empty, so when he inevitably scrunched his eyes closed, put his hands to his ears, and began bouncing his leg under the table, nobody immediately started mocking him for it. It was inevitable that someone would notice, of course, and in the back of his mind he hoped that they would just leave him alone, not look too closely, go away and be quiet.