Cause When You Try Hard
Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2019 7:30 am
(Jesse Jennings continued from Nessun Dorma)
Jesse backed through the doors to the lounge dragging the dead body of Summer Simms; Chris Harlin followed behind him.
Hell of a way to make an entrance, he thought.
"OK. Alright. OK. Alright."
He was talking both to Chris and himself, repeating things a few times to calm down a bit because oh yeah, he was hyped now. And this was only gonna be the beginning. He was destined to go through this plenty more times to get what he needed. But it would get easier after the first one. That was common sense.
Besides, if anyone deserved this, it was fucking Summer, who'd gone and killed Naomi Bell before Jesse'd even gotten the chance to meet up with her and get their shit together to get off this island. He coulda done something with Naomi. Not to mention a whole bunch of other kids who'd been read off on the announcements the last few days.
But no, instead fucking Summer Simms and those other select students had actually said, sure, let's go out and kill everyone we've known for years, why not? Jesse'd been wrong, he admitted it. Not about everyone of course, but still. What did he fucking have that they didn't? Besides his good looks, and the fact that he'd been brought up fucking right, and sure, a couple of swigs of the whiskey he'd brought along all the way from the clubhouse back on day one.
Damn, day one. That felt like a long time ago. But hey, Jesse was smarter now; he was wiser now; he knew full well that he'd been just a bit too optimistic and and believed a bit too much that this was all gonna blow over as long as they kept their cool. Flash forward, and Carmina had been dead for days, Brianna was dead, and fuckin' Chris, who was a good guy don't get him wrong, but when Chris was all he had left then Jesse had to admit that maybe things hadn't 100% gone to plan.
Didn't matter. Jesse was someone who learned from his mistakes. He was still alive, wasn't he? Summer wasn't. She was dead, and recently too. Chucked a grenade, it looked like. That was a good thing. It meant she probably wasn't gonna stink too bad. And because she was already pretty cut up, it made it just a bit easier for Jesse to push all those disgusting thoughts about what he was doing a bit further back into his mind as he dropped her body to the floor and took a look around.
The bar.
"Perfect," he said, then looked over at Chris. "I'm gonna toss her behind the bar. Get her out of the way. Just... guard the door for a few minutes, alright?"
Jesse had given Chris the hints. Explosives, man. And how was he going to get them? Oh, he had his ways. Jesse hadn't spelled it out aloud, because come on man, microphones. Not that this specifically was going against the rules. Hell, he could do it in plain daylight, but then, THEN my friends, then Danya and the fuckers would be prepared for when Jesse DID go against the rules. You see? Jesse was the what you'd call always one step ahead. So he was gonna do this nice and quiet and quick behind the bar, where the cameras sure couldn't get a good view, and hell, it wasn't like they were watching every room at once, and even if they were, fuck them. They didn't see.
"OK. Alright. OK. Alright."
Jesse tossed Brianna's bag behind the bar, then grabbed Summer's arm and dragged her the rest of the way, leaving a streak of blood from the stump of her leg behind. She didn't feel that heavy; maybe it was just the adenaline getting to Jesse, or maybe--
"Lost some weight, huh bitch? Fuck you. Fuck all of ya."
Letting go of her arm, which hit the ground with a soft thud, Jesse stretched himself, then looked past the bar at Chris.
"Hey Chris. We're gonna get out of here. Trust me. Just keep guard. It's been good having you here."
Turning back, Jesse breathed deep a few more times.
"Alright. Alright."
He zipped open the bag, and considered the glass shards inside. Oh yeah, they were gonna be sharp. Needed to protect his hands.
Jesse stripped off his shirt, then his T-shirt. He didn't know how messy it was gonna get anyway, so might as well prepare for any splashback. He wrapped the T-shirt around his open palm, grabbed one of the shards.
He smiled down at Summer. Her eyes were closed. That was good.
Then he brought the glass down and started sawing through her neck.
Jesse backed through the doors to the lounge dragging the dead body of Summer Simms; Chris Harlin followed behind him.
Hell of a way to make an entrance, he thought.
"OK. Alright. OK. Alright."
He was talking both to Chris and himself, repeating things a few times to calm down a bit because oh yeah, he was hyped now. And this was only gonna be the beginning. He was destined to go through this plenty more times to get what he needed. But it would get easier after the first one. That was common sense.
Besides, if anyone deserved this, it was fucking Summer, who'd gone and killed Naomi Bell before Jesse'd even gotten the chance to meet up with her and get their shit together to get off this island. He coulda done something with Naomi. Not to mention a whole bunch of other kids who'd been read off on the announcements the last few days.
But no, instead fucking Summer Simms and those other select students had actually said, sure, let's go out and kill everyone we've known for years, why not? Jesse'd been wrong, he admitted it. Not about everyone of course, but still. What did he fucking have that they didn't? Besides his good looks, and the fact that he'd been brought up fucking right, and sure, a couple of swigs of the whiskey he'd brought along all the way from the clubhouse back on day one.
Damn, day one. That felt like a long time ago. But hey, Jesse was smarter now; he was wiser now; he knew full well that he'd been just a bit too optimistic and and believed a bit too much that this was all gonna blow over as long as they kept their cool. Flash forward, and Carmina had been dead for days, Brianna was dead, and fuckin' Chris, who was a good guy don't get him wrong, but when Chris was all he had left then Jesse had to admit that maybe things hadn't 100% gone to plan.
Didn't matter. Jesse was someone who learned from his mistakes. He was still alive, wasn't he? Summer wasn't. She was dead, and recently too. Chucked a grenade, it looked like. That was a good thing. It meant she probably wasn't gonna stink too bad. And because she was already pretty cut up, it made it just a bit easier for Jesse to push all those disgusting thoughts about what he was doing a bit further back into his mind as he dropped her body to the floor and took a look around.
The bar.
"Perfect," he said, then looked over at Chris. "I'm gonna toss her behind the bar. Get her out of the way. Just... guard the door for a few minutes, alright?"
Jesse had given Chris the hints. Explosives, man. And how was he going to get them? Oh, he had his ways. Jesse hadn't spelled it out aloud, because come on man, microphones. Not that this specifically was going against the rules. Hell, he could do it in plain daylight, but then, THEN my friends, then Danya and the fuckers would be prepared for when Jesse DID go against the rules. You see? Jesse was the what you'd call always one step ahead. So he was gonna do this nice and quiet and quick behind the bar, where the cameras sure couldn't get a good view, and hell, it wasn't like they were watching every room at once, and even if they were, fuck them. They didn't see.
"OK. Alright. OK. Alright."
Jesse tossed Brianna's bag behind the bar, then grabbed Summer's arm and dragged her the rest of the way, leaving a streak of blood from the stump of her leg behind. She didn't feel that heavy; maybe it was just the adenaline getting to Jesse, or maybe--
"Lost some weight, huh bitch? Fuck you. Fuck all of ya."
Letting go of her arm, which hit the ground with a soft thud, Jesse stretched himself, then looked past the bar at Chris.
"Hey Chris. We're gonna get out of here. Trust me. Just keep guard. It's been good having you here."
Turning back, Jesse breathed deep a few more times.
"Alright. Alright."
He zipped open the bag, and considered the glass shards inside. Oh yeah, they were gonna be sharp. Needed to protect his hands.
Jesse stripped off his shirt, then his T-shirt. He didn't know how messy it was gonna get anyway, so might as well prepare for any splashback. He wrapped the T-shirt around his open palm, grabbed one of the shards.
He smiled down at Summer. Her eyes were closed. That was good.
Then he brought the glass down and started sawing through her neck.