Survival Of The Fittest

((Dear God that's above,))

Ayyyyyy what's good, my mans! It's your boy Ramsey dropping you a line again.

...I'm sorry; I'll stop. I wanna take this seriously.

I know I ain't been the best God warrior recently or even for the past, idunno, several years, but I'm hoping this reaches you and you will still hear out my humble request.

I don't have much time left. You and I both know this. It hurts just getting this message out to you, but this is important.

For what it's worth, I don't think you've left us. I don't understand what your plan is, but I realize that a mortal person should never expect to.

Anyway.

Please, let me find Angie, or Ace... just, one last time. I understand how greedy this request is, but I'm hoping you will bless me with this selfish indulgence. I know it's too much to ask for both, but please. At least one of them, just one last time. If I don't... it's all right. I understand. I'll be fine... I will.

If you take me before that happens, please, at least be with Angie. And Ace. And Madison, Nathan, Aurelien, Tanisha, Andy, Demitri, Meilin, Mike... Ivy and Myles, too.

Please.

...I'm gonna try looking for them again, even as the rain pours and as the blood and bile erupt from my throat. I know this is some sort of test, some sort of trial of my conviction.

I will pass, and you will see my strength.

But uhm.... that's about it. Thank you for hearing my plea. I'll talk to you soon.

Your boy signing off,

((Ramsey))