I am the inferno in which heroes are born
Posted: Sat Sep 07, 2019 1:33 am
((Stepney Cruz continued from Assignment to Catastrophe))
Day Three was now under full swing on the island, and to nobody’s surprise, not least Stepney’s own, he hadn’t seen hide nor hair of Nia and Alexander.
It had not, of course, been for lack of trying. There hadn’t been any kind of change of heart, or sudden shift in clarity, or anything like that. Since leaving the eastern housing, all he’d been trying to do was find Nia again. Just that, y’know. All he’d had to go on was the vague direction she’d headed off in. He’d known, really, just how slim the chances of finding her had been, right from the get go. But he also knew that the guilt of letting her go would have eaten him up inside.
So, fuck it, he had to try, right? You never go anywhere if you didn’t try, and if there was anybody at George Hunter who would rise to a challenge, it was him. So he’d traipsed across pretty much the entire island until it was dark, before shoving himself into a bush and hoping that if anybody saw Bichael a couple feet away, they’d assume it was an extension of the art exhibition he’d seen listed on the map. Then he’d woken up, and continued to search.
And now here he was, outside a boat desperately trying to recreate the Titanic, with nothing to show for himself but a shirt that was more sweat than cotton at this point.
He wiped his brow, the moisture immediately replaced by raindrops, and sighed, a combination of disappointment and exhaustion. He’d keep on trying in a little bit. Keep on searching and re-searching every square inch of the island. Maybe he’d run into somebody like Andy, and he could check whether he was all right, and maybe then they could both search for Nia together. There was a lot of maybes there, sure. But it was still less impossible than abandoning his friends outright. Sometimes maybes were all you had.
But first, a break. He had a lot of thoughts to occupy himself through this pitstop anyhow.
Stepney pulled his shirt and t-shirt over his head, leaving them in a damp heap on the ground next to Bichael, before grabbing a bundle of clothing out of his personal bag, staring at the yacht as he stood back up. He’d taken a brief glance around inside when he’d first arrived here, figuring he could stay dry in there, but he’d been greeted with rising damp, mouldy furniture, and a body with two bullet holes in its back.
So he’d figured he could brace the rain a little while longer.
He couldn’t help but wonder who the body belonged to. Odds were, he’d never know, and that just felt wrong somehow. But he wasn’t about to seek out everyone who’d been on the announcements earlier, and ask them ‘hey, were you the one who shot some poor fucker in the back in that sinking ship?’
It couldn’t have been Mikki. She’d had a gun, but now she was as dead as the unlucky facedown sod in the boat. The girl who’d jointly thrown the biggest party of the year, and quite possibly of most of GHHS’ recent history. Dead as a doornail. And it couldn’t have been Nick. He’d been too busy killing Jeremiah. Big, lumbering, gentle giant Jeremiah. Stepney’s friend. Dead as a dodo.
There were other names, of killers and the killed, that he recognised. Few that had distinctive enough features that he could begin to visualise them. He supposed it was a blessing in a way, that he wouldn’t have a last memory of them tainted with blood. But again, it felt wrong, not having a last memory at all.
The thought of changing tracks and going after Jeremiah briefly crossed his mind, seeking revenge, murdering his friend’s killer, and the source of Nia’s sorrow. But it was there for a moment, and then it was gone. What was he gonna do, fight a known killer with a mountain bike, and his fucked-up eyes, and a whole bunch of blood, spit, and vinegar? No chance. Besides, he was much more concerned about making sure his friends and loved ones were doing okay and that they were as safe as possible before their, as far as Stepney saw it at least, inevitable end. He figured Ming would be pleased with that resolution, at least.
Ming. God, Ming. That was a real kick in the teeth. As if he didn’t already have enough to contend with, enough people who he wanted to make sure were all right. Fuck, he wanted to see her again. He wanted to see her again so, so badly. And he was sure that she wanted to see him return safely just as badly.
With blood on his hands, however? Maybe that was a different story.
Stepney shook his head, as if trying to knock all his thoughts loose and let them drift away. He pulled on his new t-shirt, a black one with an image of the infamous Black Lotus artwork in grey, then his new shirt went over the top of that, still unbuttoned, blue and white checked this time. There was still one thought left that he’d been mulling over for a while now. The island wasn’t incredibly huge, but it was big enough to be a total pain in the ass to walk across, and with enough treacherous terrain to make even short distances more torturous than they needed to be. Walking, therefore, was incredibly slow going, and odds were that every second he was walking, Nia and Alexander were doing the same, back to places he’d already wandered through.
His chances of finding them would no doubt increase if he actually figured out how to ride Bichael, rather than just wheeling it alongside him.
Stepney looked around the area, making sure he was alone, then swung one leg over the bicycle’s frame, seating himself on it and gripping onto the handlebars. No time like the present, as the saying went. Time for a belated trip to cycling school.
Day Three was now under full swing on the island, and to nobody’s surprise, not least Stepney’s own, he hadn’t seen hide nor hair of Nia and Alexander.
It had not, of course, been for lack of trying. There hadn’t been any kind of change of heart, or sudden shift in clarity, or anything like that. Since leaving the eastern housing, all he’d been trying to do was find Nia again. Just that, y’know. All he’d had to go on was the vague direction she’d headed off in. He’d known, really, just how slim the chances of finding her had been, right from the get go. But he also knew that the guilt of letting her go would have eaten him up inside.
So, fuck it, he had to try, right? You never go anywhere if you didn’t try, and if there was anybody at George Hunter who would rise to a challenge, it was him. So he’d traipsed across pretty much the entire island until it was dark, before shoving himself into a bush and hoping that if anybody saw Bichael a couple feet away, they’d assume it was an extension of the art exhibition he’d seen listed on the map. Then he’d woken up, and continued to search.
And now here he was, outside a boat desperately trying to recreate the Titanic, with nothing to show for himself but a shirt that was more sweat than cotton at this point.
He wiped his brow, the moisture immediately replaced by raindrops, and sighed, a combination of disappointment and exhaustion. He’d keep on trying in a little bit. Keep on searching and re-searching every square inch of the island. Maybe he’d run into somebody like Andy, and he could check whether he was all right, and maybe then they could both search for Nia together. There was a lot of maybes there, sure. But it was still less impossible than abandoning his friends outright. Sometimes maybes were all you had.
But first, a break. He had a lot of thoughts to occupy himself through this pitstop anyhow.
Stepney pulled his shirt and t-shirt over his head, leaving them in a damp heap on the ground next to Bichael, before grabbing a bundle of clothing out of his personal bag, staring at the yacht as he stood back up. He’d taken a brief glance around inside when he’d first arrived here, figuring he could stay dry in there, but he’d been greeted with rising damp, mouldy furniture, and a body with two bullet holes in its back.
So he’d figured he could brace the rain a little while longer.
He couldn’t help but wonder who the body belonged to. Odds were, he’d never know, and that just felt wrong somehow. But he wasn’t about to seek out everyone who’d been on the announcements earlier, and ask them ‘hey, were you the one who shot some poor fucker in the back in that sinking ship?’
It couldn’t have been Mikki. She’d had a gun, but now she was as dead as the unlucky facedown sod in the boat. The girl who’d jointly thrown the biggest party of the year, and quite possibly of most of GHHS’ recent history. Dead as a doornail. And it couldn’t have been Nick. He’d been too busy killing Jeremiah. Big, lumbering, gentle giant Jeremiah. Stepney’s friend. Dead as a dodo.
There were other names, of killers and the killed, that he recognised. Few that had distinctive enough features that he could begin to visualise them. He supposed it was a blessing in a way, that he wouldn’t have a last memory of them tainted with blood. But again, it felt wrong, not having a last memory at all.
The thought of changing tracks and going after Jeremiah briefly crossed his mind, seeking revenge, murdering his friend’s killer, and the source of Nia’s sorrow. But it was there for a moment, and then it was gone. What was he gonna do, fight a known killer with a mountain bike, and his fucked-up eyes, and a whole bunch of blood, spit, and vinegar? No chance. Besides, he was much more concerned about making sure his friends and loved ones were doing okay and that they were as safe as possible before their, as far as Stepney saw it at least, inevitable end. He figured Ming would be pleased with that resolution, at least.
Ming. God, Ming. That was a real kick in the teeth. As if he didn’t already have enough to contend with, enough people who he wanted to make sure were all right. Fuck, he wanted to see her again. He wanted to see her again so, so badly. And he was sure that she wanted to see him return safely just as badly.
With blood on his hands, however? Maybe that was a different story.
Stepney shook his head, as if trying to knock all his thoughts loose and let them drift away. He pulled on his new t-shirt, a black one with an image of the infamous Black Lotus artwork in grey, then his new shirt went over the top of that, still unbuttoned, blue and white checked this time. There was still one thought left that he’d been mulling over for a while now. The island wasn’t incredibly huge, but it was big enough to be a total pain in the ass to walk across, and with enough treacherous terrain to make even short distances more torturous than they needed to be. Walking, therefore, was incredibly slow going, and odds were that every second he was walking, Nia and Alexander were doing the same, back to places he’d already wandered through.
His chances of finding them would no doubt increase if he actually figured out how to ride Bichael, rather than just wheeling it alongside him.
Stepney looked around the area, making sure he was alone, then swung one leg over the bicycle’s frame, seating himself on it and gripping onto the handlebars. No time like the present, as the saying went. Time for a belated trip to cycling school.