"Yeah," Angelo said vacantly in response to Mildred as she ran off. He hadn't comprehended what she said.
Cedar lay with her eyes closed and her hands folded, like she'd just laid down for a nap if not for the obvious wrongness of everything else. Angelo refused to let his gaze move away from her face. He knelt down and reached out to touch her hair, and quickly recoiled when he felt how cold the skin beneath had turned.
He had all the same questions as Mildred, if not quite the same reasons. Who, why, how could they. Every name on the announcement had been a gut punch, but they hadn't been her.
He hadn't even really thought about her or their other friends yet, not too consciously. There had been brief flashes here and there of wanting to find them, wanting to find some way to struggle through together, but in the back of his mind he'd always assumed that they were sticking it out somewhere safe. It couldn't be their names read off in the morning.
God, he was so fucking stupid.
Angelo didn't know how much time had passed, but his knees ached from resting on the floor when he got back to his feet. His head still felt fuzzy from the weed; he was vaguely nauseous too, but he couldn't tell if it was also due to the weed, or the smell in the room, or the fucked-up situation, or all of the above.
He took a deep breath and looked at Kathleen. There was some kind of urge to tell her that they should stick together, that he could- keep her safe or something, keep this from happening to her. Mildred had already gone, though, and Kathleen had some sort of gun. The only casualty of Angelo's martial prowess so far was his own face. Signing up to be the bodyguard of some girl he barely knew was a joke at best.
There was something darker brewing in a corner of his mind that he couldn't focus on.
"...Look," he said finally. His tongue felt thick and dry in his mouth, and he grimaced, clearing his throat before continuing. "I'm gonna- get out of here." He wished he had something profound and meaningful to say to her, but there was nothing. He picked up the khanda and hefted it back over his shoulder.
"Take care of yourself," he told her pointlessly as he headed for the door. "Bye."
((Angelo Lee continued in Continuo))