2021 What the FUCK STILL FEELING BLACK CLOUDs, yeah STILL FEELING BLACK CLOUDS

[Melusine]

("Oh my GOD!

"I'm in Survival of the Fittest, anyways I don't care.

"Anyways, this is the part where I tell you everything you'll see in the future! Isn't this insane? A free glimpse into what you'll see in the future? This is what augurs die for in the year of our lord 2021. I'm still feeling the black clouds!

"Anyways, if you think this sucks, it's okay. I think it sucks too. I'm just passing the time while locked in a locker. Did you know that the key is probably somewhere around, and I can't get to it since I'm, you know, locked inside of it? If you would be so kind, please go and get it, and I'm totally shitting my pants in there! It's cold and too warm, and my toes feel like they're turning blue. I'm really scared, okay? Can you do a favour for me? Please go find them.)

"Anyways, who would do such things?

"I mean, I know. It's probably the person who shoved me there. Or maybe the terrorist. Do you think they changed my pants? It had a nasty stain on it.

"Anyways, it's probably bad optics.

"Still feeling the black clouds- feeling black clouds, UGH.

"What's your favourite Slipknot song? Mine is Vermillion, Pt. 2. I don't know where part 1 went, but I'm sure it was great. Regrettably, they haven't posted new kinds of music in a while. Or maybe they have, and I haven't looked on Spotify. It's kinda annoying. I love Slipknots. Well, I don't, but there are three songs of them that I like, so I'm like totally in love, you know?

"Anyways, I think my only regret is that I've never had someone I could listen to Vermillion, Pt. 2 with, you know? It's a very romantic song, I think. It feels romantic to me. I wish I had someone like that. It would be really nice. Especially right now, because they would get the fucking key.

"It's always the same thing.

"When I look in the mirror, I see a lonely girl. Will this experience make me feel less lonely as I die with them? In the mirror, my reflection looks so weird and strange today, but it's always the same, it's always the same, it's always the same.

"Anyways, in the mirror, my reflection looks so weird and strange today. Anyways, today, it's the same thing.

"I'm just a lonely, ugly girl.

"I don't feel like I belong to my classmates.

"They're all prettier and wiser than me. I'm just a background extra trying to make it to the credits. Will I see them this time around?

"Anyways, I went on this trip knowing I'd die. I saw the signs in the stars. They were blinking for me.

"When I was in the shower, sitting there with slashed wrists as I cried out my mascara. I weighed myself in the mirror, looking at my extra pounds. There are too many things I'd fix about myself before I could. I can't pick out all of them. I'd like to nick, nick, nick this and that.

"Anyways.

"I hate taking my clothes off."